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Hey guys I'm new to this site and new to the steroid world but very interested in doing a cycle or 2. I want more muscle and to drop a couple pounds. I've been reading and researching but I felt ultimately making a profile and getting advice and ideas from other people familiar with in the scene. I weigh 235 and Iam 5'11, kinda got a stomach. I want to drop my weight to at least 190-200 with a good muscle size. The thing is I kinda already started a cycle I'm already on my 4th pinn and I don't know as much as I thought I'm dumb for rushing but I kinda need help asap

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