Im a 19 year old male. I took anavar 20mg increasing it to 30mg for 8 days, when i realised i shouldn't be doing aas right now.
It dropped my test levels from 817ng/dl to 154ng/dl.
I too, clomid for 10 days and my test came at 1117ng/dl.
However after i stopped the clomid my test levels dropped again. They are at 400ng/dl right now, and its almost been 2 months.
I feel weak and depressed and am losing weight/strength.Most of the gains i had made in the past 1.5years have gone. I feel suicidal at times, but i try to fight it hard. My doctor thinks my test levels are fine because they are in the "normal" range, and so do my parents because of which im finding it hard to get proper treatment. I had dreams of being a fitness model, which i think have gone down the drain.
I got an appointment with a very good endo in 11 days.
Im finding it hard function, concentrate on studies and carry out college work. I also have depersonalization disorder and mild psychosis, after i had smoked fake weed.
Will my test levels ever be back to normal, like they were pre cycle, near 817ng/dl? Could have 8 days of var **** my hpta forever?
It dropped my test levels from 817ng/dl to 154ng/dl.
I too, clomid for 10 days and my test came at 1117ng/dl.
However after i stopped the clomid my test levels dropped again. They are at 400ng/dl right now, and its almost been 2 months.
I feel weak and depressed and am losing weight/strength.Most of the gains i had made in the past 1.5years have gone. I feel suicidal at times, but i try to fight it hard. My doctor thinks my test levels are fine because they are in the "normal" range, and so do my parents because of which im finding it hard to get proper treatment. I had dreams of being a fitness model, which i think have gone down the drain.
I got an appointment with a very good endo in 11 days.
Im finding it hard function, concentrate on studies and carry out college work. I also have depersonalization disorder and mild psychosis, after i had smoked fake weed.
Will my test levels ever be back to normal, like they were pre cycle, near 817ng/dl? Could have 8 days of var **** my hpta forever?
Did var permanantly mess up my test levels?
